I'm so disappointment.

I don't know what's going on with me right now, but I'm in the midst of Massive Costuming Insecurity.

I tried on my Transitional gown, and it looks, well, horrible.

I don't know what I'm doing when I try to make anything. I really don't. Boe won't/can't help me because he just doesn't care about costuming. I don't have a dress dummy. I tried to make a duct tape one a while back and realized I have no place to hang it.

I seem to have a reverse Midas Touch: Everything creative I try to do turns to shit. There's no one in my area who can help me, and I don't know what I'm doing at all. I don't know whether I'm reading all the online stuff right or whether I'm just stupid.

*bangs head against wall*

I just want to make something *right* for a change.